January 21, 2007
· Filed under 2004
I look around and see empty faces.
Full of hate and dishonesty.
Full of anger and cruelty.
I pick you out of the crowd.
You stand out like any other.
So kind and gentle,
you don’t tell a single lie.
Your soul is so pure and kind.
Our eyes meet each others.
guarded of all the lies we scan each other.
I see fear and rejection.
You see a lost soul waiting to be found.
We take each other in trying to mend our wounds.
Thanks for always being there.
I think to myself.
My lost soul has been found.
Your fear is gone and rejections disappeared.
A best friend is like a rose to be cherished always and forever.
Thanks for helping me find myself I’m no longer lost anymore!
Apr 20 2004, 10:38 PM
January 21, 2007
· Filed under 2004
When no one was there for me
And I thought that no one cared
When the whole world walked out on me
And I thought I was alone
You were there
When the one I cared about the most
Could care less about me
When the one I gave my heart to
Threw it in my face
You were there
When the person I trusted
Betrayed me
When the person I shared a lot of memories with
Can’t even remember my birthday
You were there
When all I needed was a friend
To listen to me whine
When all I needed was someone
To catch my tears
You were there
When I started to cry
After hearing that sad song
When tears just wouldn’t
Stop falling down
You were there
So you see I will be there until the end
This is a promise I can make
If you ever need me
Just give me a call
I will be there just as you were there for me
*** I wrote this poem 2 show all of the ppl who stopped and made a change in ma life .. even thou we dnt talk even thou we get busy and we barely call .. I alwayz remember them and will alwayz be there 4 them I never deny there existence *** Apr 8 2004, 01:41 PM
January 21, 2007
· Filed under 2004
Think of it like a box
call it a box of friendship
To make sure that it is strong
First should come a level of respect
Then to the sides attach
the corner with trust
Fill it up with courtesy
Honor and esteem
Understanding, sympathy
And passion for a dream
As well as your honesty
Emotions joy and love
And since they’re so important
Place them up above
But leave the box wide open
So every 1 can see inside
To learn what makes a friendship work
From the box you built with pride
Mar 21 2004, 12:06 AM
January 21, 2007
· Filed under 2004
Life is today not tomorrow.
The time u must live is now.
Don’t wait for some far distant future
When all things will be right somehow.
Even though ur busy, take time for that kind deed
That you plan for another day,
For perhaps there will be no tomorrow
When u’ll pass again this way.
The burdens of life may be heavy,
But don’t let them block ur view.
Don’t wait for them all to be lifted
Before counting the joys u have too.
The good and the bad mixed together
Must be put into proper place.
Whether you find joy or sorrow,
You must stand and meet life face to face.
So listen to laughter of children
Stop a minute to watch them at play
Give a smile and a kind word to someone
And u’ll find it will brighten ur day.
Be aware of each moment’s small pleasure,
The little things make up the whole.
Fill your hours with bright shining minutes
As you search for life’s ultimate goal.
Feb 16 2004, 10:35 PM
January 21, 2007
· Filed under 2004
I am who I am,
please accept it,
I know I have changed,
but this is me.
Please don’t be mad at me,
everyone changes,
sometimes it is hard to accept,
but this is me.
Stay by my side,
I need you now more than ever,
because change isn’t just hard on the people around me,
it’s hard on me too!
Just be there for me,
through all of my troubles,
even though you get tired of it,
I need you to be there for me…
Jan 15 2004, 08:24 PM
January 21, 2007
· Filed under 2004
I sit here lonelly
Among thirty people;
An image often used,
But true.
I sit here lonely
Not quite sure what
I’m lonely for.
Love and/or friendship
Most likely.
I sit here lonely
Writing this poem
When I know I should be
Doing something else.
Something ‘more important’
Something worthy of this thing
Called time
I sit here lonely
Wondering who I am exactly
And who I will be
Not knowing how to change anything.
I sit here lonely
Thinking of my past
And of all the wrong turns I’ve made;
Much more numerous than the right.
And I wonder if they will ever
Be outweighed by the good.
I sit here lonely
Praying to who know what
Who knows who
Who knows when
Who knows why;
I sit here lonely unsure of the decisions to come
Of what I truly want
And scared to death that
I won’t want what I’ve made
For myself.
I sit here lonely
Among these thirty people lonely-
But not forgotten
Sad-
But not defeated.
Unsure-
But not completely lost.
Jan 4 2004, 12:20 AM
January 21, 2007
· Filed under 2004
January 21, 2007
· Filed under 2004
Life aint fair
We all get mistreated
Some of us are hated
Some of us are luved
But it wont last 4ever
You gotta have fun
Run and play
Live each day
As if its ur last
But soon your life will end
It ends fast
So enjoy while you can
May 23 2004, 09:36 PM
January 21, 2007
· Filed under 2004
You said u were afraid 2 go 2 a better place
until i lit the path & took ur hand
You said that u were afraid 2 try
until i convienced u that in ma eyez u couldn’t fail
You said u couldn’t share ur hurt
until i showed u the wound in ma heart
You said u wished u could do thingz differently
until i convinced u that it wouldn’t change how i felt about ya
You said u couldn’t fly
until i lifted ur armz & blew confidence under ur wingz
You said u were too tired 2 go on
until I lent my shoulder 2 carry ur load
You started 2 say u didn’t deserve
I said be still & know that u r special
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
will i find some 1 who would treat me the same way i treated ma old friendz who didn’t appreciate a thing Jan 10 2004, 05:01 PM
January 21, 2007
· Filed under 2006
Today its three years since you’re away
I miss you grandpa why couldn’t you stay
I still remember that day
I still can’t beleive that you’re dead
When I was told i didnt beleive what was said
Until I saw you lying on bed
It havn’t been the same since then
I wish I can hug you again
And from my heart earase the pain
You are with me everyday
And not only today
I have nothing other than Alla yr7meck to say
08-12-2006, 10:19 AM 