I look around and see empty faces.
Full of hate and dishonesty.
Full of anger and cruelty.
I pick you out of the crowd.
You stand out like any other.
So kind and gentle,
you don’t tell a single lie.
Your soul is so pure and kind.
Our eyes meet each others.
guarded of all the lies we scan each other.
I see fear and rejection.
You see a lost soul waiting to be found.
We take each other in trying to mend our wounds.
Thanks for always being there.
I think to myself.
My lost soul has been found.
Your fear is gone and rejections disappeared.
A best friend is like a rose to be cherished always and forever.
Thanks for helping me find myself I’m no longer lost anymore!

Apr 20 2004, 10:38 PM

When no one was there for me
And I thought that no one cared
When the whole world walked out on me
And I thought I was alone
You were there

When the one I cared about the most
Could care less about me
When the one I gave my heart to
Threw it in my face
You were there

When the person I trusted
Betrayed me
When the person I shared a lot of memories with
Can’t even remember my birthday
You were there

When all I needed was a friend
To listen to me whine
When all I needed was someone
To catch my tears
You were there

When I started to cry
After hearing that sad song
When tears just wouldn’t
Stop falling down
You were there

So you see I will be there until the end
This is a promise I can make
If you ever need me
Just give me a call
I will be there just as you were there for me

*** I wrote this poem 2 show all of the ppl who stopped and made a change in ma life .. even thou we dnt talk even thou we get busy and we barely call .. I alwayz remember them and will alwayz be there 4 them  I never deny there existence ***  Apr 8 2004, 01:41 PM

Think of it like a box
call it a box of friendship
To make sure that it is strong
First should come a level of respect
Then to the sides attach
the corner with trust
Fill it up with courtesy
Honor and esteem
Understanding, sympathy
And passion for a dream
As well as your honesty
Emotions joy and love
And since they’re so important
Place them up above
But leave the box wide open
So every 1 can see inside
To learn what makes a friendship work
From the box you built with pride

Mar 21 2004, 12:06 AM

Life is today not tomorrow.
The time u must live is now.
Don’t wait for some far distant future
When all things will be right somehow.
Even though ur busy, take time for that kind deed
That you plan for another day,
For perhaps there will be no tomorrow
When u’ll pass again this way.

Be aware of each moment’s small pleasure,
The little things make up the whole.
Fill your hours with bright shining minutes 
As you search for life’s ultimate goal.

 Feb 16 2004, 10:35 PM

I am who I am,
please accept it,
I know I have changed,
but this is me.

Just be there for me,
through all of my troubles,
even though you get tired of it,
I need you to be there for me…

Jan 15 2004, 08:24 PM

I sit here lonelly
Among thirty people;
An image often used,
But true.
I sit here lonely
Not quite sure what
I’m lonely for.
Love and/or friendship
Most likely.
I sit here lonely
Writing this poem
When I know I should be
Doing something else.
Something ‘more important’
Something worthy of this thing
Called time
I sit here lonely
Wondering who I am exactly
And who I will be
Not knowing how to change anything.
I sit here lonely
Thinking of my past
And of all the wrong turns I’ve made;
Much more numerous than the right.
And I wonder if they will ever
Be outweighed by the good.
I sit here lonely
Praying to who know what
Who knows who
Who knows when
Who knows why;
I sit here lonely unsure of the decisions to come
Of what I truly want
And scared to death that
I won’t want what I’ve made
For myself.
I sit here lonely
Among these thirty people lonely-
But not forgotten
Sad-
But not defeated.
Unsure-
But not completely lost.

Jan 4 2004, 12:20 AM

I still c ur face in my dreamz
It hurtz and it doesn’t help at all
I still want u in my life as crazy as that seemz
I want u 2 catch me when i fall
I still remember the first time we met
There was somethin’so different about u
Ur friendship was something i wanted 2 get
That smile when u said hi 2 me was so new
Out of no where u called me on the phone
I wnted 2 sit there and talk 2 u forever
You were so new so crazy and unknown
But i just knew that our friendship will not sever
Two years and we r barely holding it 2gather
What happend 2 the way this all used 2 be
I never wanted u out of my life ever
I sat there 4 a long time pretending not 2 c
We decided 2 go out and make it all right
It didn’t work out of course we knew it wouldn’t
We couldn’t even stand each others sight
It shouldn’t end this way but it did
I miss u and I miss everything
Ten yearz from now we will look back on it all
we will be older an finally will be able 2 c
That our friendship will stand the test of time& never fall

(( This is my story with my Old best friend the person who my soulmate… but hathi 7al el dnya  ))

Life aint fair
We all get mistreated
Some of us are hated
Some of us are luved
But it wont last 4ever
You gotta have fun
Run and play
Live each day
As if its ur last
But soon your life will end
It ends fast
So enjoy while you can

May 23 2004, 09:36 PM

You said u were afraid 2 go 2 a better place
until i lit the path & took ur hand
You said that u were afraid 2 try
until i convienced u that in ma eyez u couldn’t fail
You said u couldn’t share ur hurt
until i showed u the wound in ma heart
You said u wished u could do thingz differently
until i convinced u that it wouldn’t change how i felt about ya
You said u couldn’t fly
until i lifted ur armz & blew confidence under ur wingz
You said u were too tired 2 go on
until I lent my shoulder 2 carry ur load
You started 2 say u didn’t deserve
I said be still & know that u r special

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah will i find some 1 who would treat me the same way i treated ma old friendz who didn’t appreciate a thing  Jan 10 2004, 05:01 PM

Today its three years since you’re away
I miss you grandpa why couldn’t you stay
I still remember that day

I still can’t beleive that you’re dead
When I was told i didnt beleive what was said
Until I saw you lying on bed

It havn’t been the same since then
I wish I can hug you again
And from my heart earase the pain

You are with me everyday
And not only today
I have nothing other than Alla yr7meck to say

08-12-2006, 10:19 AM